Well I have. I am remembering/recalling that the human experience is illusory.
Reality exists always, but is covered by the illusion.
I’m beginning to remember who I am. It’s all happening so suddenly… so fast. And it’s all because I have made this my greatest intention in life.
So yes, I have realized that Earth life has all been a dream, but I am consciously still living and participating within this dream. When people begin to “awaken”, many people may not actually know this term is literal. Because they have forgotten that they are asleep
I am awakening to the remembrance that my soul is an energy far greater than this human body has contained. I am starting to recall what it’s like to feel the expansiveness and amazing love energy of myself. The ever patient and unconditionally loving and playful presence of who I really am. Which has been unrevealed, underneath all the resistance I have built on top of it, so to speak, thus far within this life time.
I’m beginning to remember that this is all a test, or a game, that I have agreed to partake in.
I am remembering that I have a mission. To remove this amnesia so that I may live fully in this world embodying more of my Spirit, to allow the love vibration of who I am to shine like the sun through out this world to penetrate all surrounding life, helping others to remember their own light of who they too truly are.
I don’t talk about this much.. But for the past 5 months, almost every day, I feel beautiful energies rushing into my body that are different types of vibration. It raddles me, I guess you could say. Unlocking energetic paths within myself. Sometimes it comes from with in my own heart. Sometimes comes in through my crown chakra. And sometimes from the Earth. I am beginning to feel the silent yet intense presence of God within myself everyday, more and more.
I hear faint high pitched streams of frequencies penetrating my surrounding atmosphere like a current in the ocean- almost all the time. It’s like a mini symphony
The process of waking up is beautiful. And I still have a ways to go. This is just the beginning.
I am happy to be on this journey with all of my brothers and sisters of planet Earth. You are my family and I love you all.
There is a great shift occurring within our collective consciousness and I am overjoyed to be a part of it with you! May you remember your own light once again and smile in the wonder of it all
It’s good to do an enema first to clean out. You may just use clean warm water and an enema bottle or an enema bag/bucket.
For the movies, we clean out extensively, because after all.. it is on camera and we must make sure that it is absolutely clean!
Prepare for penetration by first allowing yourself to completely relax. You can do this by taking turns giving each other massage, nice music, and soft lighting and scents.
It’s important to be turned on before penetration is attempted, this will allow you to open up more easily to the experience. So give each other oral sex… kiss… use toys… what ever does it for you.
Now it’s time for penetration. Go slow and use lots of luberication. Remember, the vagina makes it’s own lube- the ass does not!
I prefer coconut oil because it is antibacterial, antiviral, antiparasitic. Remember though, that if you are using condoms, coconut oil is not a good choice, for it will weaken the strength of the latex and may easily cause breakage. I don’t use regular lubes because they have lots of parabens which are hormone disruptors.
Trim your finger nails ahead of time. Start by inserting one finger… then finally two… three..
You may then insert a small toy, or head of penis. Be gentle and have patience :) The rectum will begin to dialate and feel more comfortable.
Anal sex should NEVER hurt. If you feel pain, slow down, use more lube, and focus on relaxation and arousal. Patience is key here.
Remember, this does not need to be serious. Sexual self exploration is fun! ENJOY!
I hope this helped. Have a great day. Much love to you and your partner.
I’m going to start drinking clay (bentonite & zeolite) everyday to absorb toxins, heavy metals and radiation from my body.
Yesterday was my first day. I felt abnormally tired all day. Could it have been from the clay doing it’s work? Not really sure. Could be.
I’ve researched it and there are so many great benefits discussed about it. I will make clay masks for my face as well to use 3 days a week to pull toxins from my skin
Oh.. by the way, my skin currently looks better than I have ever seen it, as an adult.
What I have been doing is the herbal parasite cleanse, weekly facials (extractions), tea tree oil, regular cardio to get lymph circulating, coffee enemas daily, sauna sweating, low sugar/high intake of organic leafy green salads (3-4 heads a day) and as of two weeks ago… gluten free!
So, it’s a pretty big effort in combination as you can see! lol
I realized today that there is no such thing as individual free will. Individuality is an illusion created by the source of all creation, which is within itself, the free will OF the source - as all is.
So there is only one will. One source. Creating all in an ever expansive awareness of itself in the dance of light and darkness in the way of sacred geometry. This is the flow of the universe. This is life itself. This is you.
SHINING LIKE THE SUN…..
I realized several months ago that I hold way more tension within my body than I ever knew. I learned that creating tension or resistance (same thing) is the exact same thing as stress.. the exact same thing as not allowing love to flow through myself.
I realized recently that the nature of my being wants to shine like a sun… because I am made of love. And love has no boundaries or limitations. It flows in every direction in harmony.
The more I trust life, the more I feel it is safe to let go of tension, allowing love to flow through me… allowing me to be my natural self with natural expression (how ever that may be).
I realized that when I trust life, life works for me. It brings me gifts. And it has now become a continuing cycle of more walls being let down… ego dissolving more and more… and trusting and trusting life more and more.
It is not some magical “luck” that has happened to me. It is that I am beginning to understand the natural laws of the universe. (it starts with meditation) And it is exciting. It is an experience of living life of my highest joy at any given moment, and of becoming child like again!
Of knowing that I have so many gifts to give this world and I can use them to make this world a better place.
I think subconsciously, I have been afraid of my own potential power. I am allowing myself little by little.. more and more each day, to let myself shine my light through every part of my body -with out resistance! - to be who I really am. And allow life to be abundant and fun and adventurous.
I’m going to go online after I post this message, and buy a necklace of a sun… so I may wear it hanging from my chest, everyday, to never let me forget to allow my myself to shine.
IMAGE OF THE DAY:
It may look like zoë is in desperate straits. But take a closer look…do you see any tears? Goosebumps? No. But her lips are full and her nipples are getting hard. she’s a fucktoy, and she couldn’t be happier than she is now. The dungeon is dark, cold, and damp, but she couldn’t care less…all she cares about is her Master’s happiness.